人生有幾多個十年 ﹖

its 4:03am and i just got home. my mind is so fresh ~ with worries and inspirations. i cant sleep. work is at 3pm later. found some heinekens in the fridge. mtv is on. lets get drunk till i can fall asleep . ..

i like you, but i wont admit it pts. 2

i do like you and i think you like me too. everytime i try to convince myself that i think too much but times and times again, you do things which i cant help but keep thinking that you do that for me. have we both been living in denial? however. im leaving. and i guess this is the end of our story

what's up? eps. 5

i skipped school today. not because im too tired, im just so sick of school, and sick of everything else. it leaves me feeling guilty now. this is so human-ish. my heart's in pain and im feeling lost. i cant even explain what im going through now. is it because singapore is stressful or it is me growing up?

first i wanted to leave so much and now when the end's nearing i feel like staying. then i calm down and think again i think it is better for me to leave and then im worried about whats going to happen next if i leave? then i come to think about should i leave now or should i wait? and then im worried about what if this plan doesnt work out? what options do i have left?

i woke up from oversleeping this morning and begin playing my guitar and listening to music up till now. it feels so peaceful. i wanna do this everyday until i get sick of it.

life is funny. we spend most of our lives doing things which we dont even like doing. cash makes the world goes round. what about passion?

past 23 years has been a waste of time. when can my dream comes true, to live in a place and a life that i want to?

call me irresponsible, call me childish or even call me stupid.

but, HI THIS IS ME !




this song is relevant again

i might be short-tempered, but im not unreasonable.



i just really really really hate it when people promised me something and they never do it

i miss you

thats sweet miss lina



its almost three years now. i thought i have moved on passed all that. suddenly i realized im still the same old person


M-O-N-E-Y is still so tempting !





dont hate the players, hate the game

im likin this new song of tegan and sara. these lesbian twins are always full of craps - watch the intro



and this song is the add-up for my previous post. the song sings out my exact emotions

so stop thinking im over-exaggerating the whole situation. there are people out there who feel the same way as i am !

i never tell you

last two nights were nice

just like the good old times


suddenly i realized how much i missed all that. .. haiz

this song is exciting







the band which i am INTENSELY IN LOVE WITH RIGHT NOW !